I know this is a little early for my yearly post. Still at the same job even though I quit again. Still in a rut.

I have been thinking a lot since my birthday Its mostly about my life and how its stalled out a few years ago. Its been rather weird I can feel myself changing. Growing up I never really changed over time. I would go to bed one night and the next morning would be different ( Read more... )

My brother and his girlfriend recently announced that they will be having a child this coming fall. My father had a lot of issues with this when he heard this and has since disowned my brother. I don't like my brother at all. we never got along. I haven't had that great of a relationship with my father, we have a bit of a communications problem. He ( Read more... )

This is how crazy my life. I am posting this do there is a record of it ( Read more... )

if things couldn't get better I may lose my job at the end of the month and my roommates daughter is in the hospital we are hoping for detox. I have to add I am "pitching" in money for the car payments she's not going to be able to pay how knows I might see some of it back.

Wow its been over a week. Nothing really happens in my life these days. I haven't had contact with Jess since she had the kidney stones. No IMs no phone calls, no texting nothing.

The past several days have been kind of crazy two days ago I get a message from Jess, she had kidney stone and was in the hospital. She only had to spend the night their she passed them the yesterday. Today my mother went to the hospital with signs of a heart attack. All the tests so far show no sign of one but that are keeping her there over night ( Read more... )

The only really event full thing is I have been thinking about my life. Being able to dive into all of my memories has brought something to light. Something happened in my life something that changed who I was drastically. As my mother described I used to "wake up with a smile and goto bed with a smile", that stopped. life started to become a kind ( Read more... )

Last Time I worked I got $32 in sales. Yeah I'm screwed.

Yesterday at work sucked total sales $7 It gets better I work on commission. Good news my one roommate finally has a job.

I've been reading the His Dark Materials trilogy I'm on book three. They are so not making the 2nd movie.