I didn't mean to go heavy negitive on my last post I just cann't handle the fall any more. I don't what really causes it. I just get really depressed, really fast. Last night wasn't that bad at all. Things accually got worse for my life after I posted that. I found out that I will not have work during december because the college is not going to ( Read more... )

I dont know whats with me and more I just dont seem to feel like posting here any more. This is my only way of getting thoughts out. Things are going on in my life I just don't post them. I think it just the thought that no one reads these any more thats stopping me. I never know when some random person might cross my path ( Read more... )

I would like to first point out I drank a bottle of wine (750 mil 9.5 proof) and a bottle of beer before I started on this entry ( Read more... )

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Emotionallly I cann't handle the fall. I dont understand what it is but I just cann't handle the fall. I went to a halloween party yesterday. I was only there for about 20 minutes before depression hit me hard. I felt depressed because I new I couldn't go to another party I would like to.

Lifes strange I have gone from posting on here daily to once a week. Its not that there is nothing going on in my life its just I dont think about this account as much. It starting out to be a weird fall I just hope it doesn't turn out quite like last fall. Though the directions seem to be the same.

Wow its been along time since I have done a real update ( Read more... )

Yet another batch of antro pictures from worth1000.com

http://www.worth1000.com/cache/contest/contestcache.asp?contest_id=7582&display=photoshop#entries

Well my cat is now fixed. They had to remove an air gun pellet from behind his ear. He is doing well. It only took him about 30 mins to feel like him self after we got him home from the vets.

And if you are wondering what my cat kid looks like...http://www.geocities.com/

Ok first day of classes is over. I had to redo my secedual again, the changes to my math class didn't go through. so now I have to take a 1 crd class to fix my secedual. I am lucky though "Beers and Wines" was open. I am now one class closer to being a licenced mixologist. :)