Comments | cajunjustin: Buckle up, kids, this'll be a long one...

cajunjustin

Buckle up, kids, this'll be a long one...

Jul 13, 2004 19:14

Okay, well, lets start off by saying today was one of the very few times I've experienced this in my entire life:

"Panic attack: an overwhelming feeling of fear or anxiety. It can begin with a stressful event or appear without cause. Panic attacks peak within 10 minutes and usually are over within 30 minutes.

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blueandgirl July 13 2004, 21:05:25 UTC

poor justin(

i haven't called you in a while and i think i'm glad i haven't! sounds like you're a busy bee! anyway give me a call sometime when you get some free time pal-a-roo

thanks, kiddo cajunjustin July 15 2004, 11:52:28 UTC

Thanks for understanding, I really appreciate it. Yeah, we definately have to hit up some karaoke and have another dirty bar night after all of this.

pureevad July 14 2004, 02:15:22 UTC

Get some free time and come to Omaha... Or not. Whatever.

Also... it's just life man... Dave Life Lesson #32: If you are getting stressed out... Quit doing so damn much.

For real... it's not worth it... we only have like 40 good years left... Think about it.

Some people say work hard when you are young so you don't have to when you are old... I say screw that... If you don't work hard when you are old you are just going to die faster.

yeah, yeah cajunjustin July 15 2004, 12:04:33 UTC

I know, dude. I'll try and remember to come up some weekend before school starts. You're right though, it's not worth it. But I only have to hold out 2 more weeks until I finish this class, and I'll know that my hard work paid off. My rant was mostly aimed at those who have TOO MUCH free time, and choose to bitch and whine about pointless shit to occupy this time. Anyway, thanks- you always help put things into perspective.

pocopeaches July 14 2004, 23:10:30 UTC

I won't give you a simple 'poor you' comment. And you will probably hate me for not doing so. Or I am the last person you'd expect/prefer to hear anything from ( ... )

hope i dont sound rude, but what the fuck? cajunjustin July 15 2004, 12:48:48 UTC

I think there's only one way I can describe what I thought after reading this comment, and that's a quote from Billy Madison: "....Mr. Madison, what you've just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul." I'm sorry, but it seems like you didn't even read what I said and started reading out of a Dr. Phil book. 1)I don't hate you, I never could. 2)I didn't say this was my first panic attack, I just said I hadn't had one in a long time. 3)What in the hell are you talking about? I AM looking after myself- that's my whole point: while I'm at a point where I'm real busy, some people may not have me there to hold their hand while they go to the bathroom. Furthermore, I don't "care too much" about feeling needed or wanted or loved. I spend my life loving others, and its ( ... )

Re: hope i dont sound rude, but what the fuck? pocopeaches July 15 2004, 14:23:36 UTC

okay..this is what i got from all of that ( ... )

I wasn't going to do this.... tinywingsofash July 15 2004, 00:39:03 UTC

I wasn't going to comment because we discussed this at length last night, but then it hit me tonight and I felt like I needed to say it (and I won't call you and wake you up AGAIN).

I could go on and on about how I respect you because your dedication evolves into perserverance and so on, but instead I feel compelled to thank you. You have been the most incredible friend to me since I've known you, but especially in the past week... making time for me, listening to me, coming to see me in Lawrence, tolerating my nagging about your glucose monitoring... I am so appreciative of how selfless you are. I could only hope I am half the friend you are to me. So, THANK YOU.

oh, and, please excuse my user picture. I'm desperately trying to gain approval from horny guys by wearing a mini skirt. HA

Re: I wasn't going to do this.... cajunjustin July 15 2004, 12:59:38 UTC

You are so very welcome. Thank you for recognizing my efforts and appreciating them, it means a lot to me. You have been quite the incredible friend to me, so I also say thank you.
In regards to the mini skirt- like I told you: "You either have it, or you don't." :)

Cunt slap butterflyscars July 19 2004, 20:34:32 UTC

You have no idea how much your forgivness means to me. As the ninja turtle michaellangelo once said, "forgivness is divine but never pay full price for late pizza." Seriously though it takes an amazing person to forgive someone. Anyways, I am in fucking Utah right now. I'm visiting my grandparents "who are mormon" and fighting the old people smell, "in the land of skunks the man with half a nose is king." I was reading your posts the other day and I am sorry you got a panic attack. I've had a few before and they suck. Once I induced one by drinking about three pots of coffee in a two hour period. I got sunburned for the first time in several years a few days ago, something you said keeps poping into my mind though. Our freshman year Laura came up to visit and had a pretty nasty sunburn. You kept making fun of her but specifically you would allways look at her and say, "man, I really want to go to Red Lobster." I think there were about six or seven times you kept bringing up Red Lobster with her and it was so fucking funny. What made ( ... )