I'm glad I'm me
I'm glad I'm the way I am
I'm glad people tell me how selfless I am
I'm glad people thank me for helping them out
I'm glad I help people out
I'm glad I have the friends I have
I'm glad I am myself
I'm glad I'm a leader, not a follower
I'm glad I'm not dense, dumb, or ignorant
I'm glad I'll still admit when I don't know something, not ( Read more... )

fucking be yourself

So, this is the last night packing. The last night I'll have to be in ( Read more... )

     Okay, well, lets start off by saying today was one of the very few times I've experienced this in my entire life:

"Panic attack: an overwhelming feeling of fear or anxiety. It can begin with a stressful event or appear without cause. Panic attacks peak within 10 minutes and usually are over within 30 minutes.

Some common symptoms of a ( Read more... )

Well, hoobity-boo... The past couple of days have been pretty sweet. Friday night I got cut from work early, so John's parents took John and I to Houston's. That was good- nice fat juicy BBQ burger to go with the 3 orders of "veggie burger and a salad, please". Just joking- it was all good- I love John's parents, even if they are vegetarian. After ( Read more... )

I had a VERY weird dream last night. I dreamed that there was some girl with me in my uncles house in Ohio. This girl was bugging the hell out of me somehow, so at one point, I got mad and just started stabbing her with my needles and injecting her with my insulin. Over and over and over again, until she lay motionless on the floor, me standing ( Read more... )

How many 2nd chances am I going to get? how many warnings that i wont even reach 30 years old is it going to take for me to get my health under control? i would say im worried, but i really just feel guilty. everyone in my life-all the worrying; all the time and money spent to keep me around; for what? i dont give anything to society, im not worth ( Read more... )

So tonight happened... Anyway, this week has been quite the crazy week. Let's just say I'm trying to open more doors... Right now, I feel exhausted, overwhelmed, and just... a sucker. I'm being confronted with a lot of things right now. A good friend of mine really let me down. School's over, but just kinda sucked. The restaurant is just ( Read more... )

well, i was going to update, but i looked out the window and the sun is officially rising, so ill tell you about my exciting life when i wake up... bleh...

so i woke up this morning, unable to move and on the verge of puking up a lung. i think its my body's way of telling me to slow down. i called work and my manager was cool. he knows that im working my ass off at least 8 or 9 shifts a week, so he let me have my whole double off, which rocks. i've since gotten up, forced down some food and lots of ( Read more... )