People that still for some unknown reason still read this God forsaken journal I have a new Journal. Unlit_torch

I have made a list of ppl I want to keep ( Read more... )

HMMMMM you want to know something and you find out when your not suppose to and you do any way . . . ppl get mad. but I have not read it and I won't b/c I'm not supposed. And I already made her mad so I won't aggravate her again by invading her privacy and reading the actual journal entries. Conscience is a stew pot thing to have b/c you feel ( Read more... )

I can now crack my neck and back at will!! I have waited so long for this day!! Ok not that long but long enough. Suddenly the world does not seem so important. Not in a suicidal type way just in the way that I can't find any thing that means a lot to me, besides soccer and working out. Everything seems stupid and useless. I think being able ( Read more... )

The mood is gone I feel great and the cure was a little guitar, a little car. I no longer need to avoid ppl .... well just those who annoy me. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

I spent the night at Gabby's last night and we watch Stuck on You. When we woke up we watch Closer and damn that was the stupidest most fucked up movie I have ever seen. Watching that may have made me the way I feel or it could be the one thing no one knows but Brian. When I got home I called Dana and she did not pick but she called me back like ( Read more... )

I have a lot to do if I am going to do anything today, but hey it can wait a few more minutes. Last night did not go as I planned but ended ok. I learned 2 or 3 more songs on the guitar. One of these fabulous songs was by papa roach and even though it sounds like crap compared to him I DO NOT CARE CAUSE I CAN PLAY IT ( Read more... )

mom sucks and uses sick means to bring me down
ppl are dramatic

last night evonnie and I spent the night at gabby's. I realized that I AM A MORNING PERSON!!!! SNAPS 4 KRISTIN!!!!
oh and my sister is pretending to me a cat and its cute b/c cause she thinks that when she does this she can get a way w/ anything and .... SHE CAN'T lol

THE END

mom sucks and uses sick means to bring me down
ppl are dramatic

last night evonnie and I spent the night at gabby's. I realized that I AM A MORNING PERSON!!!! SNAPS 4 KRISTIN!!!!
oh and my sister is pretending to me a cat and its cute b/c cause she thinks that when she does this she can get a way w/ anything and .... SHE CAN'T lol

THE END

The more i play my guitar the more i don't want to put it down. I seriously think I could actually practice and become not so bad to listen too ( Read more... )