saturday night i spent the night at rachael's after i had stopped by trey's so he could help me w/ the guitar. i also listened to him play .... its amazing he can pick up almost any instrument and just start playing what he feels. he's going to be great i know it..... even if he thinks he's always right AHHHHH MEN. It's normal right i hope it ( Read more... )

THURSDAY- i was an ass and was acting a little depressed. therefore katie who is really sweet and sensitive to others feelings also got depressed. which caused her to cut and damn did it scar the hell out of me. she wouldn't tell me what was the matter and told me not to read her journal. i guessed and guessed correctly she had cut. i swear i ( Read more... )

i haven't written my journal in a whileso let me fill u in ( Read more... )

yesterday was actually i don't rmember much until the party. oh yea i went to gabby's party man the was so freakin awsome. i danced. yes, me i danced it was .........interesting. lol. every one was in costum. i was CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW. Rachael thought i looked hot. lol odd huh they had so much food and drink left over DUDE ( Read more... )

i became a father ( w/ rebecca) today and i'm very excited the baby's name is jade athena lewis. AHH ME SO HAPPY. OK NOT MUCH TIME SO I'LL GO.

today wass interestin. i was doing my essay up untill the last min. mrs. robbins picked it up bout 5 mins after i finished and she got the note i wrote her asked for it. THE NERVE OF THAT WOMAN OOOH I COULD ONLY LAY THY HANDS HER NECK WHAT SUFFERING WOULD SHE BEHOLD. SRY i was reading romeo and juliet for a thing tomorrow i dont want to ruin ( Read more... )

only 3 hrs of sleep is all i need and i think i will do it again tonight cuz i didn't finish it last night. i'm wearing katies necklace that she handed me this morning. i wonder if it has a tracker on it so she can stalk me. creepy or too sweet idk. j/k anyways 2nd period becca came up to me to anounence that she had 75 percent alcohol in her ( Read more... )

lately me and my dad have been having deep talks about the family secretes and my issues but it's only after a loooot of yelling and tears that the problems finally surface. welll today was a yelling day and i don't cry like ever seriously i don't unless i'm deeply touched or really really upset and/or angery. wellllllll i cried so bad that my ( Read more... )

parents r evil they wont let u wear ur hair the way u want. they wont let u wear what clothes u want. or peirce what u want....... even if u make all A's so whats the point of being u.. well parents suck and thats the truth.