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Forever Gone, Forever You
Been awhile since I have posted here... Mother's Day is around the corner and I am just reminded of the daughter that I once had that is no longer here with me physically.... It literally takes my breathe away and brings me to my knees. I have 3 other children so I will try to be happy for them. They brought me home their own handmade Mother's Day ( Read more... ) -
Forever Gone, Forever You
Been awhile since I have posted here... Mother's Day is around the corner and I am just reminded of the daughter that I once had that is no longer here with me physically.... It literally takes my breathe away and brings me to my knees. I have 3 other children so I will try to be happy for them. They brought me home their own handmade Mother's Day ( Read more... ) -
Voodoo Lineup :: October 31 [For Jeremy!!]
KISS / JANE'S ADDICTION ( Read more... ) -
Party Hardy.....
Going out tonight with friends, a band will be there so this will be cool. It is very rare that we go out, so I am taking advantage of this, PLUS it is my friends birthday so it will be fun. I might even have pictures to post. Hopefully I won't become to.....ummm messed up? lol Then I def. won't post those pics. So folks you all have a good night/ ( Read more... ) -
Metaphor for a missing moment....
You know how Adam Sandler has to listen to music at all times during the movie Reign on Me? Well I guess I can kinda understand that. I do that all the time also, I play my music [mostly APC, cause it puts me in a certain place in my mind] but anyway listening to music, I don't have to think about my daughter dying, or seeing her dead, holding her ( Read more... ) -
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I am wide awake. I don't know if it is the lack of sleep and all the stress from these fucking hurricanes, but I have not been sleeping good. Well I just woke in the middle of a nightmare that involved my two young boys and my daughter who has been dead for over a year. This nightmare basically well I was alone with the boys and I was scared.... ( Read more... )