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Much love,
Me

Not even half of the bands I love ( Read more... )

You make yourself out to be great ( Read more... )

I wrote a few new poems this week/end I'll post them tomorrow if I feel better

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I feel like I've been putting up a front lately. So here it goes.

I'm not as happy I pretend to be

I miss my gals to much to be happy

Nothing is working out for me right now.

I love myself but I hate me at the same time.

I don't want any comments on this post.

And incase you didn't notice,

I'm a fucking bitch.

I've adopted a new "life goes on" way about things. I don't really care as much about stuff as I used to.

I mean.. I just read my old journal Halo_of_decay on lj and Man.. I was pathetic. go angst!! <3

I love you

i want to
i want to be someone else or i'll explode
floating upon this surface for the birds
the birds..

you want me ?
fucking well come and find me
i'll be waiting with a gun and a pack of sandwiches
and nothing, nothing
nothing..

you want me ?
well come on and break the door down
you want me ?
fucking come on and break the door down

i'm ready

I woke up this morning and my first thought was "Man. I wish mike was here"

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