I'm alone next to a dying Christmas tree decorated with sad-looking ornaments from my elementary school years. I don't think the teachers thought too hard about making the ornaments hardy enough to last thirty years; they just wanted an easy two weeks before break. Christmastime is very anticlimatic. Unless of course you get a Mercedes or something ( Read more... )

i've probably been a huge disappointment lately. sorry for that. though that sounds insincere, it must be understood that i'm numb to things right now because of what's been going on; my mind and heart literally cannot comprehend so much mental stress and so many emotions at once. i'm not looking for sympathy, just understanding, so that hopefully ( Read more... )

livejournal has a gift shop. what the heck. that's just what i'm going to do - buy a shirt and wear it around campus broadcasting that i have a livejournal so i can attract even more friends on a daily basis than i already do. great idea ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm not taken seriously. Just because I act ditzy or goofy or ask for advice from people who are wiser than I (which I think takes some wisdom in itself to realize that there are others who know more than you), people see it as a sign of weakness or immaturity because I don't act like an isolated fortress of strength. Nobody ( Read more... )

OMG. Let me just say...I'm exhausted ( Read more... )

Humans have a terrbile habit which, in my opinion, is the worst habit out of our abundance of many. This habit causes us to have constant pain, discomfort, sadness, grief, and stress in a way that no other creature on Earth experiences. The funny thing is is that we can completely rid ourselves of the above symptoms by making ONE conscious choice; ( Read more... )

The past couple of days haven't really been anything worthy of noting, probably because I've chosen to brood over the things I should be doing instead of actually doing them. This is really the problem here, I could have everything done by now if I had just done them, but watching LOST on DVD was much more fun, let's be honest here ( Read more... )

Your Aura is Green
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summer classes suck. i can't handle the same class every single day. i haven't had the same class every day since...middle school.

block scheduling is a blessing.

i have class in half-an-hour. die.

i am in total, complete, honest-to-god LOVE with sarah vaughan. i can't get enough. i have this habit of listening to the same song over and over again obsessively if i fall in love with it the first time i hear it, and i've been listening to the same song for almost two weeks now, almost exclusively until it is so engrained in my being that i ( Read more... )