I seriously need to start writting on here again, lol ( Read more... )

I need to post in here more often, heh ( Read more... )

I seem to have the shittiest luck when it comes to guys. As soon as I feel any form of love for them, they go away. First my Dad...then Roberto...the Leland...then Danny...then Eric...then Jared...then Aaron...and now John. Out of all of them, I thought John and I would get through anything; we were friends but there was this love underlying it, ya ( Read more... )

My dad emailed my mom.

He won't help me with an apartment unless I move to Georgia.

So basically if I want a roof over my head, i have to leave my entire support system.

Great. Just fucking great.

I thought that maybe my dad had actually grown a heart. I mean, he was the one who told me he didn't want to see me dead at 30, that nothing was too much in regards to my health, that he would help me out until I was healthy and back on my feet ( Read more... )

I've been out of treatment for two months now. Life seems the same yet it's different....I have tough times, but my days are good. A boy actually talks to me and tells me he loves me and that I'm beautiful...I'm learning to do what's best for me, even if it takes a while for me to do it ( Read more... )

Miranda mentioned me in another lie-infused sap-fest on her myspace. John and I were in a long distance relationship, but it was me who broke it off, not him. But no, of course she's not going to tell the truth, that would expose that I am the reason she and him got together, and who the hell would wanna do that right? Who in their right mind would ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween peeps!

This is by far my favorite Holiday :D

May you have a scary, fun and all around awesome day today!

I promise I'll write something more worthwhile soon :)

Short entry to say THANK YOU!! to Abbey, who made my siffy new layout using my pretty Tori Header! YAY! *dances*

Oh and Katie, Abbey and I agree with your Miami rant :D

That is all :p

I was sorta seeing this guy, Eric. We were never exclusive, but we were sleeping together, so in my book that counts for something...anyway, we were on an off about 8 months now, and recently my friend Christina and I would hang out with him together ( Read more... )