I looked at Danny's Myspace today....he proposed to Sarah. I shouldn't care; in fact, I should be hating his guts and hope he falls off a large cliff, but I can't, and knowing that now there really is no chance in hell I'll ever see him again depresses me. I missed him still, and somewhere inside me I kept holding on to the possibility that Danny ( Read more... )

You have to admit, these are funny AND awesome *nods ( Read more... )

As any of my loyal blog/LJ readers know, when it comes to guys I have the worst luck known to mankind. You'd think that if I like someone, I'd keep my mouth shut so that I don't have to go through the whole rejection thing again like I have the last God knows how many times before ( Read more... )

My thoughts are raging war in my mind, their bombs keeping me from sleeping as sadness flows through my blood like vodka, changing me until I'm cold inside and want nothing more than to give up and run away ( Read more... )

It's never enough. I'll never say the right words, do the right things, behave the right way. I'll always be viewed in one light, no matter how much it kills me inside. I'll always be the bad guy, even though I've done nothing but defend myself since day one or call her on things nobody else had the balls to call her out on. I'll always be the ( Read more... )

I'm a big fan of Steve Irwin, and so when my Uncle told me last night about his death I actually cried. Call me pathetic, but I frankly don't give a damn ( Read more... )

A few days ago I was bored and started searching Myspace to see if anyone I knew as a kid was on, and this one name brought up a profile! Dunno if it's the same guy, seeing it doesn't show anything about him ever living in Cali (only Oregon) but omg if it IS him, I'm gonna be so totally stoked ( Read more... )

Sunday....*dies ( Read more... )

Nadya had tagged me and I never noticed, heh...so, here we go; better late than never, right ( Read more... )

In case you loyal readers were curious as to what singer guy looks like...I give to you the face behind the name:

Patrick McKeone (B/W) while performing

Patrick with some friends

A picture I took of him recently

So, yeah now you know why I feel like I don't have a chance in hell...he's just too out of my league *sighs*