For about four years I have self-medicated with drugs and alcohol. My drug of choice was marijuana. Purple haze, orange kush, hot lady, train wreck, regs, chronic, black widow, bubba kush, schwag, viking, Maui wowi, warlock, star warz, juicy fruit and Alaskan thunder fuck - you name it, I’ve smoked it. A year and a half ago, I began smoking more ( Read more... )

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind ( Read more... )

i found the cure.

and i've never been so happy.

alone.

and happy.

what a miracle.

i like being twenty.

:]

i'm learning so much ( Read more... )

boobie traps..

they're no good.

on another note;
i wish i believed in love.

i'm proud of myself.

:]

Pisces ( Read more... )

In 2006 I ( Read more... )

What does a scanner see? Into the head? Down into the heart? Does it see into me? Into us? Clearly or darkly? I hope it sees clearly because I can't any longer see into myself. I see only murk. I hope for everyone's sake the scanners do better, because if the scanner sees only darkly the way I do, then I'm cursed and cursed again.