wowww. university starts officially in 4 days. orientation starts today but i'm not going until tomorrow. i'm anxious and excited, i just want everything to turn out better than i pictured it. this summer has been so much fun but i'm ready for the university experience.

i hate boys and their wrecklessness and my feelings and how they don't care.

i kinda wish i had a boyfriend right now, but at the same time i don't. i just wish boys didn't treat me like shit, and would tell me straight up how they felt instead of cirumventing the problem and disregarding my feelings altogether.

9 more days of high school!
isn't that exciting?
and soon i'll be turning 18 -- a legal adult.
that kind of scares the shit out of me.
regardless, things are going okay right now, even though i feel sick.
summer should be a good one, i'm excited to relax and not worry about too much.

sanjaya sucks ballllssssss. american idol needs to get rid of him.

life is good right now.

i got a new puppy today. her name's bellaaa <3 and she's a toy cockapoo ( Read more... )

lately i've been real happy ( Read more... )

things are mediocre.
i don't know what to do with a few relationships - let em go or keep trying to keep them together? i don't know things are complex and i don't deal well with decision making.

i hope things get easier and i hope i make up my damn mind.

i hate alot of people right now;

"that was gross chris!"

"you're gross"

"no you're fucking gross.."

"do me.."

"OKAY." ( chris does thrusting motion:| )

OH CHRIS HOW MUCH DO I LOVE YOU?

i hate this feeling ( Read more... )