Wow! I remember when this journal was my whole life and now its just a random thought every once in awhile. I miss everyone that I used to talk to through this thing. The only person that was even still updating their's was Chris but I see he doesn't even update anymore. What happened? It feels so empty these days. It honestly feels like ( Read more... )

So I just got back from working in Houston last night and they wanted me to go straight to Austin to work. I'll be working in Austin until at least October 20. It maybe longer than that because it is a total remodel. I told them I was too tired to work last night and to drive that far and then back. It is like a 5 hour drive there then I would ( Read more... )

Yesterday Ashley and I had our first fight and it was pretty bad. By the end of the night we weren't even speaking to each other. Today we are fine though cause we got everything out. Chris called last night and wanted us to go to Halo but Ashley had to work. The two of them talked me into going because I've never been to a club before. I had ( Read more... )

woooweee! So to start from the beginning. I'm here in Houston right now for work. I came down here on the 31st and will be staying until the 14th. I'm working straight through with no days off. It kinda sucks cause its a lot of hard work and I'm exhausted but at the same time I'm having a blast. I've met a lot of badass people like I always ( Read more... )

So I'm finally back online. A lot of shit has happened and continues to happen...thats just me though, always have tons of drama around me. I'm still in Texas and now I'm living with my girlfriend. Shes great. My mom threw me out because I'm gay and she doesn't like that idea. I'm a manager at work now and I get sent out of town a lot and I ( Read more... )

well only kinda back. I don't have internet access except for today. I'm working in the office at the resort today so I figured I would try to check my emails and see if any only friends were around but of course, all old emails have been deleted so I had to reinstate them ( Read more... )

I am beyond tired right now. I really need to go home and go to bed. I just thought I would do a quick update though. Not a whole lot has been going on lately. Michelle im'ed me though and it was a bit odd. I am happier than ever with Eric. He's the best thing that could have ever happened to me. I'm so glad he came back into my life. This ( Read more... )

Wow! I'm not supposed to start my new position until Saturday but it kind of started today if I wanted it to or not. I was really trying to get as caught up on my work as possible before I took over all the stuff. That's not going to happen. Soon as I came in 3 people told me that Elizabeth was losing her mind and told me about this new girl. ( Read more... )

Last night I kept having dreams of Daddy Allan. That's normal but not the dream's I was having. I kept reliving the funeral. That is something I haven't thought about since the day of it. That was a horrible day. I mean starting out not feeling the greatest due to having knee surgery two days before. So I was all kinds of drugged. It was hot ( Read more... )

So the fireworks sucked this year. At least I got to see them unlike last year. I went to Cilla's afterwards and left early due to not feeling the greatest. She wants me to go to the House of Blues with her in a few weeks. They all went Thursday and she tried to call me but I was at work. I've never been there so she wants to take me. We'll ( Read more... )