i felt like this song was appropriate for whats going on in our lives at the moment ( Read more... )

okay...i promised myself that i would end this whole lj thingy...but hawaii was too much fun to not banter on about ( Read more... )

I was surprised by a choking panic that climbed up in my throat like dry fire. it was the first time a feeling like that came over me that year- that long, strange year- but not the last. yet its hard for me to explain, or even define. it had something to do with realizing that it was August 11, 1978, that i was going to be a senior in high school ( Read more... )

so last night was fun...almost got jumped/raped in good old san diego. just kidding, we didnt really almost die, but we did get hit on like every five steps. "man, this is a wonderful world." haha ( Read more... )

here's a thought. how weird is it to feel two strong emotions at the same time? you know, like happy and sad...stuff like that. well its really weird to me that i can be so happy right now, but yet, still feel like something is missing. i dont really know what is missing, i mean, i think i know what is missing, but not so sure the feeling will go ( Read more... )

Gazing through the window at the world outside ( Read more... )

You're a few years overdue ( Read more... )

...so please don't ask me how ( Read more... )

so this week wasnt all that bad. school is so boring it isnt even funny, but whatever, i know i will miss it in the end. boring report in english is making me a procrastinator again. i really dont want to do this project, mainly because i dont really know how to approach it. but whatever, i guess it will all play out the way it is supposed to. ( Read more... )

i dont know about you guys, but i had fun at ross's. i just wanted to throw this thought out there...ross is right, we need to let everything go and just hang out. we dont have much time left together and i know that i want to make the most of it with everyone. i wish more of the girls would have come, but i understand the awkwardness that would ( Read more... )