It is sometimes nice to live in a fantasy world and wish thing were exciting as they are in books and movies. Life is not easy and nothing is as simple as the movies make it out to be. It takes a lot of hard work to survive or make your self numb to how things really are. I used to think that good things happend as long as your open to them no ( Read more... )

Alright so here is an Update thing:

So I moved into my aunts house right after the break up and I have been spend hella lot of money on gas. FUCKING Gas prices are fucking crazy.... I have one more final next week that I have to get a A on to raise my grade other wise I get a C in the class and I am not down with that mainly because I have a B ( Read more... )

I wait for You

I said I would wait
Yet I did not
My heart can not lie
But my mind denies

The truth will set me free
Thats all I ask to be

I wait for you
I wait for the day you see
That what you seek
Has always been me

Because you lied
Because you didn't try
Because you lost it

Because you didn't ask
Because your weak
Because you don't want to

Because you said something else
Because you didn't say it all
Because you weren't there

Because you didn't care
Because you didn't talk
Because you didn't love

Because I hate you
Because I don't love you
Because I can't help it

Because ( Read more... )

I wish I may I wish I might I wish upon the first star I see tonight
I wish that I can find may way again.....

So School starts tomorrow :) I can not wait..... I am taking 18 units that is 6 classes and I will still be working 5 days without a day off from both it will be one or the other. No worries though I am excited and nervous, I hope that I will do well. The last time I went to school full time and work full time I dropped out. It is different this ( Read more... )

Okay so I did it. I have been in school for like three weeks now. I'm doing okay just need to work harder on math. I hate math ( Read more... )

I am working on it...........

I am working on getting myself back into school. It has been rough but I finally am able to go back no more financial worries past December. I get to bring in the new year with a fresh out look.

So no one really reads this journal of mine. Its fine. I don't think I write for anyone really. Writing is just a way to clear ( Read more... )

THings Change so quickly sometimes to fast to realize what is going on. I have to sometimes think twice about a situation and when I have to do that it makes me wonder if anything is worth it any more ( Read more... )

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