Fitting in was always such a big deal to me...all throughout my life. Since my parents were insane, and moved our family from state to state...town to town, adapting was something that I was forced to get used to. I always hated every new school. The blank, glaring stare from my peers. Unrecognized. Different. Always different. It sucked. I hated ( Read more... )

Personality Type Report for Kim ( Read more... )

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So broken,
In pieces,
My heart is so broken,
I'm puzzling.

Here I go
Trying to run ahead of that,
Heart break train,
Thinking,
It will never catch up with me.

I'm so broken,
I'm trying to land,
This aeroplane of ours gracefully,
But it seems just destined to crash,
I'm so...
Completely unhealable, baby
Ohhh!!
I'm so broken

She is so amazing

I think I tried updating last night. But....the entry was deleted. I wonder what it had said. Nothing too bad I hope. Kind of difficult typing "quietly" b/c Chris is sleeping. But I feel the urge to write. The screen and keys are just as compelling as the pool sounds on a summer afternoon. That thought makes my heart grow warm. I love the summer. ( Read more... )

Some people I miss so friggin much I wanna poke my eye out. lol. Damn it! Damn the misfortune that lady luck has placed upon my head at times. I think it's time that someone invented a remember/"re-live" your memories machine...then all the same jokes would be funny again, and maybe for just a moment you can runaway to your long lost friend, ( Read more... )

You know how when your just walking down the street and you just formulate this perfect entry...but your like a million light years away from a computer that by the time you actually sit down at one...it's vanished without a trace, in all its eloquence...mysterious beauty. no? yaaaay ya ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I updated yesterday....and as my luck would have it, as I aimed my mouse toward the "submit" button, the page crashed and then when I went to push the back button, live journal was all of a sudden maintaining their site ( Read more... )

dude....what the hell is up with my accounts? I just had trouble updating this because it was in 'read only mode' okaaaaay....and I cant get into hotmail because apparently it doesnt support my msn .net passport

so if you've emailed me yeah....I haven't recieved shit.

Ok. so get this. First day of class, Roxy and I opted to take the train. We had to be at the train at 5:55 AM to get to L.A. by 8:30. We missed the train. Not only did we miss the train, but we watched it take off because we missed it by like 3 seconds....and the next one wasn't coming for another hour...yeah. We were late ( Read more... )