So I've realized that I just check my friends page periodically and never actually update. When did I decide to abandon my livejournal? Aw ( Read more... )

I need to go to the doctors office. I hate making appointments.

It is 4 in the morning and I cant sleep. I dont know when the last time I posted was, but now I'm lonely and depressed and I think that is when I write in here ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. My life has been at rock bottom since I quit my job. Everyday it seems to be getting worse. It cant be that hard to find a new job ( Read more... )

Ah okay. So I haven't written in here for a while. I'm gonna vent a little bit. It's what I use this for ( Read more... )

I am dying from influenza. My dear boyfriend has infected me with this sickness. It is honestly one of the worst sicknesses I have ever had. I just want to get better! I also had to miss my classes yesterday because I was too sick and I still feel awful today. Class tomorrow is not going to be fun but I have to go. So oh poor me, feel sorry for me.

I think I am going to stop caring about all the crap in my life from now on and just focus on me. I will become the ultimate introvert. I'll focus on school, get things in line, because it actually feels good when I attend class and do decently well. I'm just so frustrated right now, and I think I might be overreacting, but whatever. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

So pretty much I'm doing badly in life again ( Read more... )

JEALOUSY JEALOUSY ( Read more... )

To dream that you are cheating on your spouse, mate, fiancé, or significant other, suggests feelings of self-guilt and self-betrayal. You may have compromised your beliefs or integrity and/or wasting your energy and time on fruitless endeavors. Alternatively, it reflects the intensity of your sexual passion and exploring areas of your sexuality. ( Read more... )