Ok, so I've had a rough couple of weeks, besides killing myself at work for no real reason, i had a paper due tonight at midnight (and since i had conveniently been too busy to really procrastinate i had to do it all the past 2 nights) I managed to finish the 1000 word research essay with only 15 minutes to spare. Oh and since i was so busy typing ( Read more... )

so i realized that my last entry seemed depressing, i didn't mean for it to come off that way, i guess i was just taking a realistic look at my life and sort of accepting my fate. I mean i could have fought alot harder, but would i have the relationship i now have with my family, I mean meg and jack are practically always flipping me off or telling ( Read more... )

hmmm... i totally forgot that i even had a livejournal, and now that i'm good and bored i might as well write in it ( Read more... )

hmmm. It's been a while, I've been busy I guess, or just lazy, one of the two. Well let's see what's happened, I totaled my car, broke my wrist, had surgery on the same aforementioned wrist leaving me with a lovely scar might I add- I'm not shallow just annoyed cause it looks like I tried to kill myself- uhm, I haven't heard anything from SMU even ( Read more... )

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awesome... you know I wondered why Erica and I got along so well!


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why does it always take so long to figure out that you can't live without someone, and now that i know that there are so many things standing in the way. I can't just leave, I'd have to quit my job, and I'd have to start all over in Dallas. not to mention that i haven't even finished school yet, Dad seems determined to make sure that doesn't happen ( Read more... )

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Wow, I can be a real bitch huh? I was reading my last entry... well my last real entry and damn! Beware to those who get on my bad side, lol. I guess I'm probably more edgy cause I have so much going on where I can't let it get to me, I can't blow up, I can't lose it, so when there is one person where I can lose it, and really go off on I really ( Read more... )