ive determined that once people come into my life they will never leave.and this applies to a lot of people. ive decided not to tell people things that matter anymore, because they are sure to run and tell everyone else. keeping things to myself is really proving to be a good technique. i need to go study art in rome. watching the office keeps me ( Read more... )

I think I feel different than a lot of people on a lot of aspects in life. I see things different. I act different. I think different. I’m not saying in a good way, necessarily. I will forever be scarred and hold these grudges, because every day something is there to define those battle wounds. I don’t try to hold on to things and situations ( Read more... )

my body couldnt wait to get this way again. the way it was last year at this time with my dad. something inside of me likes being depressed, because then it feels like theres no worry of losing anything. its good to be at a brick wall like this, because at least you know whats in front of you, right? what happened wasnt even that bad. we broke up ( Read more... )

when i witness my whole entire world falling to smithereens, instead of resorting to the huge collection of emo music i have written to my ipod, i put on some dane cook.insteaad of laying in my bed crying, i lay in my bed and laugh really hard about absolutely nothing.instead of raiding the fridge and eating my feelings, i go on the tredmill. maybe ( Read more... )

this thing is old and if youre a moron and decide to go back in time and read the rest of it, then..have fun with that.whatever nobody was cool when they were twelve...or fifteen, like i was in the majority of this.but that was agggess ago. i mean im 16 now.much more mature ( Read more... )

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QUIT READING THIS IT'S OLD.

its been awhile. way too much has happened. im caught up in so many things. but still im not content, somehow. i dont think i ever will be. i think thats partly a good thing, that ill never be able to settle and im always striving for the best..but its also bad because to me, the "best" doesnt exist.my thoughts are jummbled, my mind can't make ( Read more... )

i never have time to write in this thing anymore. plus i cant just openly say whatever i want so i avoid writing. im just at such a dead end right now. i just want to be "free" again and not be at such a loss because thats what im feeling. its like dead weight that im forced to carry around, reminding me every second i crack a smile that these ( Read more... )

wow so i just reaad what i last wrote. HOW FUNNY i never even got to go to the concert.wow.
i love people.every single one of them.