I am attempting dating again. I really hate dating. The more I force myself at this, the worse it gets. I keep thinking about what's going to happen next, and I want to run and hide. Maybe I will become one of those dirty old men who just visits prostitutes. I thought I had this sorted. I get drunk, I fancy some one, I shag them, repeat until we ( Read more... )

Dude I thought life was gonig really good.. My job, my living situation was getting better, us, we were trying to get better.. and so many other things were trying to work.. I can't help that I feel this way.. I know it's shitty for you.. and I don't think it's fair that you think it's more shitty for you just because I have a boyfriend. You were ( Read more... )

had a good night last nght lol ( Read more... )

It is empty sometimes, but still beautiful, if not often accompanied by the most lonely, knowing feeling. There is an expanse of nothingness, filled to the brim with with so much movement and emotion that it all sweeps past you as if it were everyday ( Read more... )

can i just say i love my sister? She has changed so much these past couple of months... she's excited about life, & I don't ever remember seeing her like this. Tonight she called me to cheer ME up!! Can you believe it... it's like an alternate universe... i just can't explain it. I just love her so much ( Read more... )

As Brian would say, "DRAMA ( Read more... )

Today was a day. A day unlike anyother day ( Read more... )

Okay, sorry, quote from Bobby. It's so ridiculous how my brother sees me as a 15-year-old! But it's so cute how all of our brothers think it's cool we're hanging out with them. Anyhow, I have to go. I have BOTH of Staice's kids and they're driving me nuts! :D

HEY I THINK U SHOULD FILL THIS OUT ( Read more... )

the shadow covers ( Read more... )