Hello, I just wanted you to know, and myself to know when I read this in three years that my life is so much better now than it was then =] I am also much less melodramatic, lol. You guys are awesome for reading that shit! I annoy myself when I read even a couple entries back. I still have some of my best friends, and I made maybe a new one or two ( Read more... )

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Today was Make Your Dreams Come True Day.

And do you know what I did?

The opposite of that.

But do you know what tomorrow is? Step In A Puddle And Splash Your Friend Day. Now that I think I can handle.
Love, Lulu

So I'm going to interpret it that my LJ posts up to this point has just been preparing me for California. and it is upon me now. and im ready. and when I come home... I'll be different. and I'll make a new LJ and get on with it.

Thanks.

California Bound.

Dear Diary ( Read more... )

Let me tell you about Tricia and I's crazy yet not so crazy adventure ( Read more... )

I AM an infection. I've had a UTI, strep throat and an eye infection all in the past week. :-/

Here's where I'm at. Mike is right about boys not respecting me and seeing my beauty(?) like he did. Boys don't. and they won't. Mostly because I'm not beautiful.

It kind of makes me sad. I'm really sad a lot lately. I'm < An Angel. But only I know it ( Read more... )

Where the fuck have I bean? WEll. Last night I went to the Bel Air Bash which was semi-lame but I went with Dick&Bret so how lame could it be. You know? I saw lots of old friends. it was fun. uhm. Right now i'm just studying for finals and whatever ( Read more... )

I got a hair cut & color! It rules.

anyways. I miss Tricia.

ok. now that i got that out of the way. I'm not doing much of anything. Chillin, killin, deep drillin'. I'm definetely getting sick though, for sure. I have a doctor's apppointment after school tomorrow, and tonight im hanging out with bretzilla. =) life is good.

So. Today was pretty beat. Hey! It's 1AM! I can call Tricia!. =D. uhm mike came to my work and we ended things for good. dont know how i feel. goodbyes aren't fun no matter who it is or what happened. I saw charley last night! I mist him. Him and Tricia and me are liek lima beans, corn, and peas. (sucker-tash), which i had for the first time ever ( Read more... )