why do i always eat until i feel like barfing?
urgggg!

wow. today has been so fucking annoying.
FIRST: eogs. mr. rasey lost my damn test. THEN people are fucking being bitches!

i would have killed someone today if it weren't for the amazing tang.

uhhh longer post later.
i need to fucking cool it.

i don't know about you but...

i took let's see...
1...2...3 tests today.
i studied for two damn hours for freaking algebra.
hell yeah, i better get a 100.

so...wow. this year is coming to a close quite soon.
the weeks are moving by really slow and i know you're getting bored with me telling you how much i want this year to end.

uhh new layout.
i ( Read more... )

sluts.
are fucking disgusting.
& make me want to puke.
you are a disgrace to our era.

i love how everyone has this new need to feel up everyone.
PDA is fucking annoying as crap; no one wants to see you mackin your boyfriend or girlfriend.
if i wanted to see that shit, i'd rent a funky porno.
do you see me renting funky pornos?
I DON'T THINK SO; ( Read more... )

i am now afraid of crayons, candles, & everything made of wax.
not really, but the "house of wax" was pretty fuckin weird.

last night kaitlyn came over at around 530.
we both hadn't eaten dinner yet so we ventured off to wendy's then to
the haddon hall pond/lake/huge mass of water.
we ate and there were geese and ducks within a close range so i ( Read more... )

with you i can't compete.
and i think that i like the way you take advantage of me.
i could say something,
and you'd shoot me down.
because you find joy in my suffering.
you are so sadistic, remaining pessimistic
so that you can beat me down with your words
and don't worry, i'll still come running back for more.
because i think that i like being ( Read more... )

welcome to the eastside!
GUUUUUUUUUURL, YOU BE TRIPPIN YO'!

today in physical enrichment class i learned a great deal about living the gangster life.
here are some phrases/words i learned:

fronting: when one person in a relationship acts like they aren't going out in front of his homies (see third definition) but when they are alone.
example: " ( Read more... )

insomnia.

i fucking hate ORANGIES.
orangies = people addicted to tanning.
tanning: using spray tan shit, and/or going to tanning beds.

if you're white, get your ass outside.
the sun is free, you don't have to buy it.
plus you don't look hot as an orangie.
key word: ORANGIE. you're not fucking tan.
you're fucking orange.
eww and that spray on shit. ew. ew ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's the realization that he's gone is hitting me
Or if it's just memories...

Some days it hits me hard, like a slap in the face.
Others...I find myself searching in my memory for something beautiful...
Him.

For those of you who didn't know Trav, [which is pretty much all of you]
He was one of those people who you could tell ( Read more... )

i am having repetitive dreams...

i wake up in a victorian house
all alone
or at least i think.
but i hear the song "fur elise" by beethoven
playing upstairs...
so i go up the stairs and i search and search for
which room the song is coming from.
the last door i check, is the one that holds the song.
and he is playing it
i run towards him; he cannot ( Read more... )

first things first:

annoying people are annoying.
go away.

funny people make the world go round.
come hug me.

people like to put me in bitchy ass moods.
and the only thing that is making tonight okay is
new york style garlic pita chips
and arizona sweet tea.

tonight i went to the drama & chorus performances.
no point in going.
it's really sad ( Read more... )