uhm so last night i was supposed to go see the lovely morgan bowles sing.
& i didn't get to.
& i really wanted to.
but i KNOW that my dad wouldn't take me, etc.
but i promise next year, we will have fun in chorus morgan.
i promiseeee.

yesterday after school i had audition with this lady.
she taught this classical singer who is one of the top in the ( Read more... )

okay.
OC finales make me so emo.
seriously.
i cried. a lot. :(.

and umm currently it's raining.
it was really random; it came on full throttle at my windows.
but i love rain.
it was just funny.
like someone poured a bucket on my house.
okay. i'm gay. i know. don't laugh at me.

umm so i found my old shirt today.
this pink one that says "don't ( Read more... )

    Among all the things I learned from “my job” and “my life” for this math project, was that I should never be a musician or singer. I should just forget about being one. Before I proceed, I’d like to thank you Mr. Rasey, for crushing my hopes and dreams of ever pursuing a career in the entertainment department.

Receiving $16,161 ( Read more... )

i am in the BEST MOOD right now.
tomorrow seems so anxiously elaborate with happiness.
NO ONE can ruin this feeling.

and if you want to, please just wait till tomorrow.

i have been dancing for the past hour to some oldies jams.
and when i say oldies jams i mean n*sync, b. speezy, spice girls, all the bubblegum pop.

LIVE ON FOREVER POP!

=)

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umm karen carpenter has the fucking best voice ever.
she owns. more than you could ever imagine of being.

tonight hung out with lisa fisa and shereenie poo.
funfunfun.

ahh school is really close to being over!

uhh we had superlative things the other day.
i hope i win "funniest".
i heard that a lotta people voted for me as the funniest girl in ( Read more... )

will you catch the raindrops and save them for me in a bottle ( Read more... )

Today I witnessed my own miracle. Among the dying weeds one last white flower lingered in the field's presence. It stood higher than any other being, and it easily earned my attention. It varied. It was different. Of all the weeds, there was one living, white, beautiful flower. The metaphor of my life in comparison to it was mutual and breath ( Read more... )

i officially am in love with ANYBODY that wears shirts that say "hottie" on them.
no, really.

i don't think i've laughed about something so little in so long.
okay so the last time was a couple of days ago.
but for me, that's a while.

tomorrow is the last day of eeeee-ogs, and i'm glad.
i'm excited for this weekend because wow, look at me!
it's ( Read more... )

does the pitter pat of each rain drop keep you up tonight?
i'm up, yeah
i'm waiting for you by the lamp post
while it flickers everytime you breathe in the moist air
please don't cry, tonight it's the rain's turn, just be free
and the thunder will applaud & give standing ovations
you're dancing; flailing arms & singing the rain's song
singing out at ( Read more... )

You can hide the corners of your eyes
But I will still see you fumble your fingers while they grasp the tips
This awkward silence speaks louder than...
You can hum that silly little tune over and over
Until I can't ignore it
Repetitive apologies will contrast with plastic faces
Give it up. Give it up.
I'm the only one who really knows you.
I know ( Read more... )