After all these years, I think I'm finally where I want to be. A homeowner in a quiet town, 3 cats, a wonderful woman, eating healthier, a car, a truck, and a motorcycle. Chronic pain sucks, but I'm dealing with it better now that I've got 17 years of experience with it. I'm a cancer survivor now, all that chain smoking plus years of wildfires got ( Read more... )

My life is not nearly as "exciting" as it used to be. I've still a million stories to tell, just the time between each has been more spread out. I still pine for the days of the Sacramento night life in the earliest years of the century. Flirting with the girls, grabbing gay boy behinds in the clubs. New Helvetia. But with time, things change, as I ( Read more... )

I am currently sitting on a shuttle bus heading to Vallejo from the international terminal at SFO. I am returning from a trip/adventure I better never forget. It was the first time I'd flown to another country without being under military orders, and thanks to my Dad and his wife for offering me to stay with them, I was able to afford to do a ( Read more... )

My 2011 New Year Resolutions list reads more like a to-do list. And there are some repeats from previous years. But I think I'm getting closer to finding out how to get and keep myself motivated. I have big plans for myself this year. Finish cleaning my Mom's apartment (already spent 200+ hrs on it, mainly papers I had to sort through). Think I ( Read more... )

There's this book an aunt of mine gave me quite a while ago, years ago, that I let sit on my bookshelf for years, unread. I finally picked it up a few months ago, after getting in the habit of watching Dr. Oz and The Doctors on weekday mornings. I now eat in the first few hours of the day, which, since half of high school, I only did in Basic ( Read more... )

Been a while,.. again. Been getting busy with everyday life, the days I don't spend in bed anyway. Still livng in my mom's garage, still single, still hanging out with Chris. A two-years-ago acquaintence is perhaps becoming a friend ( Read more... )

Started talking to another girl on the 4th, day after she friend requested me on MySpace. We've done a lot of talking this last week. It's insane how much we have in common. Even our writing style. Everything I've been looking for ( Read more... )

Grr. Strike three, she's out. The first time, she left me at her brother's for 2 hours, longer if I had stayed, 'cause a friend of hers was having a breakdown. Well, she left me waiting until the last minute on Saturday to tell me she had to go rescue another friend. Strike two. Now this time, yesterday we did hang out, with her brother, just like ( Read more... )

I swear I'm too nice. I'm giving her another shot. She does seem like a sweet girl. And she does really want to see me again. So this Saturday I'll be going back to meet up with her again, and we're gonna go clubbing together as a date. It should be fun. So long as my most recent ex doesn't decide to go where we're going, and I emailed her, so she ( Read more... )

So this girl my ex was telling me about was legit. And 12 hours ago I drove to Davis to meet her. She was alright. Had to leave to run errands. Twice. The second time, I waited at her brother's place for over 2 hours. When she left she said she'd only be a little bit. And when I tried texting her a couple times, she didn't respond. So by a little ( Read more... )