So I started my job today. It's going to be fun, I think. I'm excited to go back to the register and make things happen for society. I'm really special. Decide, discover, and deliver ( Read more... )

This summer I'm experiencing something I haven't really experienced before and thats' body image issues. I can't tell if these are legitimate and rooted in something genuine, or if it is something that's coming out of boredom and not having some other crisis to worry myself with like some dude who is fucking me over. I just feel softer than usual ( Read more... )

Today I almost killed myself. Everything was against me. I was really looking forward to sitting with my parents and Danielle and watching "For me and My Gal," a Gene and Judy classic and Gene's film debut. I open the envelope, it's a self help dvd about Merlin. What the fuck? No. So then I'm like, "fine, we'll fucking watch Gold Diggers of ( Read more... )

I re-watched Mary Poppins after maybe ten years of having not seen it. Probably more years. When I was a little kid, I remember the day we went to the mall to buy it. I was really excited, and I wanted my mom to watch it with me, but she was upset about something. I guess I was determined to think the movie was amazing ( Read more... )

I am working at a supermarket for the time being. I am excited, aren't you? I actually am. I really liked working at a super market in a union.

I finished Damn Yankees. It sucked. Sucked balls.

I have been SOOOOOOO horny lately. I can't tell if it's because I want to make sweet fuck and touch with another human being or because I am want to have orgasm. Perhaps it is my, "Pam feels horny" time of the month. Regardless, when I was at little sister's marching band thing and they were returning those uniforms, I had my eye on the young ( Read more... )

Today I participated in society. My little sister was walking in the Memorial day parade so I put on clothings and I went, and I walked from the high school to the police station so I could see them start the parade with my father, then I followed them the whole way back to the school. And it was really exciting. I am so excited by Danielle's ( Read more... )

I think Sean is way hotter than JT York. In all seriousness. I just saw him, and I fell for it. I just fell. This is crazy ( Read more... )

I spoke to the Jpru today. He told me not to cast myself as the lead in my movie. His reasoning was that I can't watch myself or something and some other things. Like, apparently, it's a choreographer's responsibility to "teach" people. It's also horrifically egotistical ( Read more... )

The dance shows are over. What a satisfying exhaustion. Like, I'm very happy it's over, but only because theater is grueling. Grueling. Emily Glenn was there tonight. She said, "I didn't know you did this now." And I was like, "yes, yes I do do this now." I need to choreograph a piece, damn it ( Read more... )