nevermind all that. its over

Not used to dealing with these mind games. Definitely used to being honest. It's enough to drive someone crazy. But I'm grinning through my teeth. She's not going to make me crack, no matter what. Purposefully talking on the phone to some guy when she knows I'm stopping by, calling just to tell me how much fun she's having and to come get my ( Read more... )

To the Eric of November 18th: yes, I definitely did score bigtime. This is just what it's taking for me to realize that. That's why I'm creating this plan, a strategy, for the big break. Definitely one of the most stressful things ever ( Read more... )

there really is nothing like a dream that can bring up the past and realize you're not nearly over it. if only we could decipher them. wonderful, now she's gonna consume my thoughts for who knows how long.

I had a righteous thanksgiving break. It was sooo good to be home and to see everyone (or almost everyone). me, gabe, megan, and grant's glowstick fight was classic. its amazing how hard it is to get alcohol back home though. but we still did it thanks to j pease. i need a fake id. if only i could pass for 21. yeah right i still get carded for ( Read more... )

so... just so i can keep a log of my love life to look back on, lilly is pretty much over, and caitlin's back in the picture (or maybe in the picture for the first time. this semester has been a little confusing). it was so cute how it happened too, after months of being best friends, something finally sparked after a trip to buffalo exchange.. ( Read more... )

k... so its been some time mr. livejournal. i know you're probably mad at me, but just look at this face. how can you not forgive it? well anyway i think i'll revive this livejournal nonsense. i look back and ask what i was thinking when i named my page, but at least my background is rad. so berkeley is amazing. the social life is awesome. the ( Read more... )

so its been quite some time since i've written on this. luckily thats ok since i'm doing this more for me than "you" since "you" is no one since no one reads this. and since i do this for me, that means that whenever i do write in it, its just bitching and complaining and venting, which makes me kind of relieved that no one reads this, because if ( Read more... )

yeah yeah yeah i guess its been forever for me too. i've been ADDICTED to myspace but its nice to know i have this, where i can write out shit just for the sake of getting it out of my head and the whole world won't read it, just a select few (hi). so yeah. its may 2nd. street fair. and a year ago today was quite possibly the happiest day of my ( Read more... )

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