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a pretty unhappy post
I decided to follow through and write an unpleasant post myself. Things on the home front are doing so well; we’ve been dealing (or not dealing; depending on who you talk to) with alcoholism and eating disorders. I’ve been here for a month and everything I do or don’t do just seems to make things worse. I feel completely helpless, and my family is ( Read more... ) -
oh don't forget dot com
So it’s almost 4 am in the morning California time…. And I just can’t get to sleep. Don’t get me wrong I was fast asleep about 50 minutes ago. But then I received a text messages that has sent chills down my spine. And I can’t seem to calm myself down long enough to even write this entire.
Well I guess I should start from the beginning.
I’m in ( Read more... ) -
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Last night I rode my bike home after music and cigs on wide open streets. It was one of those cool summer nights when you don't care about riding your bike in a skirt because it's dark and people can't see up your skirt ( Read more... ) -
everyone in the bay area is sexy.... (this is a bit of an over statement)
I move into the new place next week. I’ll let you know how it goes. I spent last weekend in the bay, which was nice. Now I’m in summer school, which now sucks.
I would like to be in a relationship. Is that lame of me to say? Maybe I’m just close to my period…. hopefully. But every time I see anyone, I dig down deep to find something attractive in ( Read more... ) -
the coffee shop is playing heavy metal.... who does that?
so once again I’m at the coffee shop with my chamomile lemon tea. And yet it’s not going old. Still no internet and no cable. Thank god I still have electricity.
I already have a place to live for next school year, and a sweet roommate. She’s pretty, ½ Persian, and a graphic design! Now I just am desperately looking for one more. Blah.
I got a job ( Read more... ) -
mundane life
Sitting at the same coffee shop again; drinking the same chamomile lemon tea, at the same table. How mundane? Kids, please can I take the time to say congratulation on all of you graduating. I know I haven’t it said it once. And I’m ashamed. Sincerely, CONGRADULATION!
Midterms have ended, they were excruciating. And now I have to concentrate on my ( Read more... ) -
i'm drinking camomille lemon tea on the evening of cinco de mayo
That time of the term again. Mid-term time! And I’m dreading it because I am completely ill prepared. On a lighter note, I went on a date last week. My first in a very very very long time. And I cried. Yes I cried. Tears just poured over my thai food. I can’t even remember what he said, something triggered and I began. He was polite (and almost in ( Read more... ) -
kat you're beautiful
Sometimes emotions are overwhelming. Kat: that was a beautiful entire you wrote. My eyes are filling with tears now after reading it. Jim and VA Tech and a couple other personal things… I feel like it’s been building up and now emotionally I’m paralyzed. In Sunday’s local paper they had an article about how many people at poly have died; it’s up to ( Read more... ) -
more bad news
I hate that the majority of the posts lately have been about death. Jim Coon from Highschool was killed in Iraq.
Pfc. James J. Coon, 22, died April 4 in Balad, Iraq, from wounds suffered after an improvised explosive device detonated near his vehicle, according to the department.
Coon was assigned to the 1st Battalion, 8th Cavalry Regiment, 2nd ( Read more... ) -
i wrote this a couple days ago.... so yeah.
I’ve met a kid named Brian. He’s wonderful. I believe we are shaping each others lives as I write this. He has deep swimming pool blue eyes. And a pretty face. We are making murals together. I love murals and I love him. Plus my murals are looking awesome. Maybe I’ll post a picture when we’re done.
I’m also 22 now. Things are pretty much the same. ( Read more... )