yah so this weekend sucked. got arrested for shoplifting at claires. im trespassed from claires forever. and i have court as soon as i get back from clearwater. yes, i have learned a lesson.
im getting worse every day... i keep going to greater extremes. i really cant control it anymore. i thought i could but i cant.. and now im scared to stop. i really need help. and i know i do.. so i wont deney that.
so all day yesterday after doing all the "scarey" rides i ran into my cousin Cailen. and he and i went and smoked alot of weed. it was good times anywho, im prolly hanging out with my cousin sam. i thnik we'll be going to the fair and hopefully we'll run into cailen and smoke.. sam wont but i will..