Well, even if I don't make it to the end, at least I'm still in the race now ( Read more... )

How do you tell someone you think they're fucking crazy and that they need to back off, when you're afraid to tell them that you can't call them tonight because you have a lot of homework.
I am a horrible judge of character. HORRIBLE. I don't understand why I'm always in situations like this.

I've got Beethoven ( Read more... )

I'm becoming less scared, and more just curious about what's on the other side. I don't think much could disappoint me, now. And I'm sure that's a good thing as much as it's a bad thing.

It's not getting better. And the thing that really bothers me is that I feel like drinking in the morning and before bed qualifies me as "having a problem" when my friends joke about other losers that do it ( Read more... )

Awful sweet to be a little butterfly ( Read more... )

I feel dumb for feeling unloved. This came out of nowhere. I just want to save this somewhere so I can look at it next time I feel too single. He said basically everything I wanted to hear. This is why he's one of my best friends ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I ate very lightly today, and I'm 2 and a half pounds heavier than I was yesterday. my body needs to stop fucking up like that, I think there's something wrong with it.

So far I have auditions at:

Boston
Longy
Cleveland
San Fran
Mannes

I got denials from 3

I'm still waiting on 1, maybe 2

Yeah, we broke up. FINALLY.

I've been single for a day. This is strange and new. I don't quite like it much... but compared to the last situation I was in, it's definitely an improvement.

I really want to try "hooking up". I've never been anything but monogamous and committed.

YES
7 pound lighter than last school year.

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