i've lost all my faith in you.
and in everything.
it hurts.

things just arent going very well lately.
i really just dont know what to do.
i feel so much more alone this time.
everything is so much more confusing.
i feel like ive been spinning for days.
and the things just wont stop going in circles.

life is lame.
and i dont like people very much right now
because people are dicks to me and
i have this odd feeling that noone really likes me
like..people just- fake it.

why cant you just be honest with me?

i received my grant yesterday.
so, im leaving now. me n jessica.
and i should be back in a few weeks.
prolly by..febuary.

leave me messages and voicemail.
bc ...yeah.

i feel like im fading out of the world.

i havent felt like this...in a long time.

..jessica's in town :)

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i wish i could go back in time.......

so i could you and me a chance =\

i had a habit of dying.....

someone tell me...

why does NOTHING ever work out for me????

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