this is the part where we say goodbye

There have been so many changes in my life in the past 6 months ( Read more... )

Things have been weird since the accident ( Read more... )

Maybe life isnt so bad after all.....

maybe things are gona be okay....

maybe You're gona make things okay

As the walls continue to crumble at a rapid pace ( Read more... )

i've decided
that valentines day is the
most stupid day of the year.
it tops christmas, thanksgiving and my birthday.
and its stupid b/c i havent had a damn valentine
for 19 years and running.

god im a fuckin lame-o

i think im just goin to sleep through v-day
...unless someone wants to come here and
be my valentine.

hm, no takers.
thought so.

i just threw up two times..
and that bad part is...
that that is the first food ive eaten in like 4days or so.

i feel like shit.

so.
here is my plan.
friday.
im leaving for a rehabilitation center in Florida.
being in rehab, i get to be off probation.
(idk why? but sure)
so. im gona be gone for a while-

not that anyone cares.
but i just thought i'd letcha all know

I just really want to say Thanks ( Read more... )

i've lost you, haven't i?