got to spend time w/ a friend of mine who understands where Im comming from last night. Kicked ass. Spent more time w/him than I should have. I had to get up and drive at 530 am. Not fun. Im finnaly coherant now. It seems terribly bad things happen to the people I care about when I worry about them. It started w/Elder. I remember I told him I was ( Read more... )

the 13 came and went w/out my notice ( Read more... )

finnally got online
I have my own room
cant use it for a week or so
MAN is in the hospital
nice eh?
they are still running tests and draining the fluid/infection from his back and all of that
his mommy has to go and sleep in the hosp room w/him the whole time, so Im not gonna be around much

MAN didn't pay rent ( Read more... )

it seems like everyone I know barring four people are going crazy. Some are to selfish some just don't get it. It's all crazy, all I want to do is sleep, I havent in three days and bathe. I had to go in there and it was icky and I had to touch that stuff and it burnt my hands. I itched so badly that I had to cut my nails. WHat the hell is all of ( Read more... )

serenty has not contacted me ( Read more... )

Its easier to find a free download site to stargate epps than to batman . . . . there is something very very very wrong with that
oh yeah and Mickael is going to the hosp by ambulance

all day
I need to find time to meditate again
there are so many things I need to get done that I cant do
drives me mad
Im stuck at my best friends house today
I dont know how Im gonna get to see my son
Im sure it will work out one way or another for tomorow
but what about the next month

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