everything we talked abut helped make some mysteries of my life make sence. That is a double sided coin, considdering it is all centering around weird things that are not sposed to be real or exsist ( Read more... )

I told this guy about Savage, Rail and Grail today, and what I remembered about something I'm not going to discuss here and he recognised everyone and every instance I talked about. I started 'making this stuff up when I was 25 or 26. I'm very shaken. He told me thier real names, but Im not getting into that. I'm a bit shakey and a bit teary to ( Read more... )

I removed everyone I dont know personally
if you want to be re aded, or I may have removed people on accident, just let me know

I tried to studdy omens for a whial, but there are so damn many of them ( Read more... )

Ive noticed at least on this one site that the ratio on this slash sit is comprised entirely of females. Im just wondering why that is. No men, not at all. There was One story on that site that was good, in my opinion anyway. However I have noticed people are quiet vocal about my spelling issues. WOW that just seems to offend people, they act like ( Read more... )

I didnt get to sleep untill 430. My panick has died down a bit. But Im really tired and I need to wake up and work. I had a damn good time hanging out w/Laila last night and then I met some cool online people.

the heat is gone
it is cold

It took place somewhere ELSE ( Read more... )

they are scarring me again. That insidious feel in the pit of my tummy. Im affraid of everyone. Its utterly unfounded. I dont even have a clear idea why I should be affraid. Maybe its this time of year. I survived Nov w/out the usual breakdown/massive panic attack my sister and I have the same day every year so I get this mental spaz is long over ( Read more... )

from the one I was currently using?