I haven't been this depressed since Monica died. Everything else that I'm looking at doesn't want history majors. Everyone wants science or math or special ed or spanish or chinese teachers. I won't be able to do anything next year. I can't believe that this is happening to me. What am I supposed to do? I have no skills in anything except for BS- ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about war today. When I was little, the closest war (though not chronologically) to me was World War II. I watched the WWII movies, I read the fiction. It consumed a society, our society, our world, the world. It was everywhere-in the grocery store, in the library, on the news, in the halls of government and education-taking many ( Read more... )

Why is no one around when I need to talk to them? I can't talk to the family about this ( Read more... )

I always plan to do too much.

Becky-they gave us wine at the reception. now i am talking to people. eeeeep!

I think that most of my updating will now be on my other blog and just the private stuff will be here. London was good, but very similar to the states. Paris seems to be the same, except more people speak French (jeepers, i would hope they would!). there are a lot of american imports, which in some sense is nice for me bacause it means that i need ( Read more... )

Last night Jaci and I watched a few episodes of Buffy-my first in several months. I had forgotten how great it is! Joss Whedon is amazing! The lines are perfect and hysterical. I plan to watch some more after I finish revising my bio papers, while I pack and clean my room ( Read more... )

Tonight was Esther's Oscar's Gala. I love that she takes the Oscars so seriously and makes them so much fun. Go Esther. There is so much about her which is chipper and unique and not annoying and wonderful. Much of it involves curly hair and shoes and energy and Esther-ness. <3 ( Read more... )

Things that I must be reminded of ( Read more... )

Why, oh, why do I care so much!? It is because I can't stand to think of my GPA going down even more from the 3.5506 that it is. Please, please, please let me get an A-. Only the quizzes are killing me. I can't do them. Studying for 4 hrs, taking the quiz in the presence of 2 bio majors, googling the answers, nothing helps! And this time I ran out ( Read more... )