i don't get it, blossom! You seem to be in such pain, yet you're never specific about what hurts you so much. And yet, you're young, talented, intelligent, charming, and so fucking cute and beautiful you take me by surprise every time i see you. i wish you could see yourself as others see you.... you wouldn't feel so helpless. On the contrary, you would be totally empowered... you would be like an express train coming down the track... unstoppable, yet everyone would want to get on board!!! Why weren't there cuties like you when i was young?
i love you jimmy. and thank you. ive been goin through some changes lately. im still getting used to all of these emotions. ive figured out that love burns, but its well worth it. i just dont know how to express it yet. at least not to the person that i need to epress it towards. but thats why im glad that i have friends like you who can be there for me when i get a little TOO confused. thank you for being my friend. and thank you for all those nice things you said. im actually quite happy, but sometimes i need art and words to express what is inside my head. i know you understand that. and people like me were around when you were young, they were just afraid of being social--like me. ;) or your handsome looks intimidated them. RoO
just a couple of corrections, blossom; 1. i was NOT handsome when i was a kid. i was the ugly litle duckling who never got a date. It was only later when i stopped trying to be "handsome" and "manly", and accepted the fact that i was neither, but rather strange and androgynous that either girls or men found me at all attractive. 2. there were no cute girls who were ANYTHING like you when i was young. If there had been, you can be sure i would have remembered, because i would have been hanging around them looking all dopey and moon-eyed, trying to get them to notice me!! And then going home alone and writing never-to-be-sent love-letters expressing my undying love for them. Hmmm, perhaps, on reflection, its just as well i didn't meet you until i was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too old for you!! Hah hah!! you are just too cute and pretty for your own (or anyone else's) good!!
however you were in the past doesnt mean shit to me. i love you for who you are. you are the nicest, most intelligent person i have ever seen walk in "those doors." and i can hear your words of wisdom escaping other peoples mouths. oh yeah, and loves a bitch.
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You seem to be in such pain, yet you're never specific about what hurts you so much.
And yet, you're young, talented, intelligent, charming, and so fucking cute and beautiful you take me by surprise every time i see you.
i wish you could see yourself as others see you.... you wouldn't feel so helpless. On the contrary, you would be totally empowered... you would be like an express train coming down the track... unstoppable, yet everyone would want to get on board!!!
Why weren't there cuties like you when i was young?
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and people like me were around when you were young, they were just afraid of being social--like me. ;) or your handsome looks intimidated them.
RoO
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1. i was NOT handsome when i was a kid. i was the ugly litle duckling who never got a date. It was only later when i stopped trying to be "handsome" and "manly", and accepted the fact that i was neither, but rather strange and androgynous that either girls or men found me at all attractive.
2. there were no cute girls who were ANYTHING like you when i was young. If there had been, you can be sure i would have remembered, because i would have been hanging around them looking all dopey and moon-eyed, trying to get them to notice me!! And then going home alone and writing never-to-be-sent love-letters expressing my undying love for them.
Hmmm, perhaps, on reflection, its just as well i didn't meet you until i was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too old for you!!
Hah hah!! you are just too cute and pretty for your own (or anyone else's) good!!
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oh yeah, and loves a bitch.
thanks, jimmy.
roo
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