my grandpa had a stroke last night.
im not with steven anymore. again.
my moms threatening to take me to a dr. and medicate me. again.
my best friend is moving away. again.
im going to the blues festival.

the rest i dont feel you should be updated on.

i hate courtney love.

thats not random.

ive been survivng on lack of sleep and mal nutrition. its about that time of the year, i suppose.
i dont like writing in this thing. redundency, i know.
so...lifes good. i get to see mr steven rosales on saturday. i have to work tonight.

thats all.

still alive ( Read more... )

"id love to change the world, but i dont know what to do. so i'll leave it up to you."

fuck your morals, and fuck your intentions, your needs, and your pathetic pity parties.

maybe if you stop looking for reasons to be miserable, things will fucking change.

fuck you.

i dont mean to be codependent.
if i stop, will you still be my friend?

(thats a JOKE.)

"Drowning in this toilet of shit they call life - Work like hell at Taco Bell for $4.25 an hour - No one gives a squirt of piss if you fucking die - So seize the day by the balls, and squeeze until it's on it's knees - And now we dance like soldiers on the battlefield - the only triumph in a moment of glory - Crack your head open and sue somebody ( Read more... )

"see i try and look up to the sky, but my eyes burn."

im breathing in the water again ( Read more... )

fun fun fun ( Read more... )