i went to the doctor today. to see why im having sharp pains throughout my brain that causes me twitch, and to see why i feel so sick when i eat. i didnt get an answer. theyre running a bunch of tests on me. i still have to go in for more. i have to get an mri for my head. she has no clue whats wrong with. the whole time i was there her jaw was ( Read more... )

i just dont understand most people ( Read more... )

scratch that.

i feel fine.

im happppy.

hooray.

somebody emailed me.

i think he wants me.

what can i say?

i feel numb. i think ive been describing myself as dead, actually. i dont know what it feels like to be dead, but thats the best way i can describe it. the strange thing is that people i dont even know notice it. i dont know that i like that. but hey, whatever works. im meeting with a friend of mine tomorrow at 1:30. hopefully i'll be able to ( Read more... )

i try to care ( Read more... )

sometimes being a libido driven italian teenager is a lot of work ( Read more... )

i do not understand, sam i am ( Read more... )

im 18.

"america is the home of the hypocrites...
american dreams are f-f-full of it."

i suck ( Read more... )

you know what i hate the most ( Read more... )