And...so much has happened I can't begin to recount it all. But, one thing I did want to write was that. Pam...from the play came for a massage today. And, she said that it's the best massage she's had since she left California. I don't know how long that's been. But...it REALLY made me feel good about the work I'm doing. =) The end.

I think I have the tendency to make people unhappy.

I don't like being messed with. I'm pretty sad right now. I'm feeling really stupid. And, kind of angry at the world. Pissed off...that's a good description. Really annoyed. And, mostly with myself. How can I be so stupid. I'm purposely causing my business to fail. And, I'm an idiot when it comes to relationships. I kind of want to avoid them ( Read more... )

I want to write...kind of. ahhh!! So, my great grandma (Lilly) isn't looking too good. I went and worked on her today. She can't take as much massage as she use to. She did look better today than she did earlier this week though. I asked about her mom and dad and her grandma's. I was curious because of the spirit Bethanne felt. Anyway ( Read more... )

To go or not to go...this weekend. That is the question. I have some very mixed feelings about it. The big thing is that I would be missing play practice, which makes me happy, but would make me feel really guilty. And, in the back of my head I'm hoping they'll kick me out. I hate the play...I think that's what makes me most want to go this weekend ( Read more... )

Alcohol ( Read more... )

RDM9370 [10:42 PM]: About the cancer patients. Be receptive to their modes and fears and be a friend. That's all I can say.
RDM9370 [10:42 PM]: moods
RDM9370 [10:43 PM]: I think it is impotant not to become a victim.
RDM9370 [10:43 PM]: You must think like a survivor.
RDM9370 [10:43 PM]: You must know that you will overcome.

I don't even remember the last time I wrote. But...yea. I opened my own practice. I've had a few clients. Stressed out and stuff...but good. Lonely. Kind of bored. I'm in a play...it's fun sometimes. *shrugs* anyway. I am happy. But, I'm also very melacholy or something. That's about it for the moment. I'll try to get motivated to write more later ( Read more... )

having tons of fun. swimming. playing with my nieces. working. walking. I massaged (and helped bathe) my great grandma today. She's so cool. She's like I take a bath myself. I'm not two years old. OH gees... Yea...weather's been great. Have a little bit of a cold and I think I busted a blood vessel. *shrugs* But, life is grande. Mama and Reed are ( Read more... )

Back at home. So happy to see everyone...everyone being my sister and nieces. I saw a penis driving a truck on the way home. And, sat in traffic in Chattanooga for two hours because apparently a guy needed to sweep (yes with a broom) the highway. Anyway...I'm tired. My house is horrible. Taking a break. That's all I can handle writing for now.