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i would love to see my exboyfriend's best friend, love to spend the time catching up ( Read more... )

i know no one probably reads this, as i've threatened to quit like 39382 times, especially within the past year. i guess my desire to make my feelings or situations public has decreased. the exhibitionalist in me has kinda died some. so much has changed within me, in such a short amount of time, that i felt/feel the need to reflect on it all ( Read more... )

if it takes this much (to look at my piss ass livejournal bullshit) to try to see how i'm really feeling or to try and indulge in your voyeur way of knowing what's up with me, when i don't really flesh it all out, to anyone in any way anymore, then that's just (bad)silly and lame. i don't tell much at least not in the comprehensive totality to ( Read more... )

sometimes i break down and look awful and sound like a devastated monster and feel not like me ( Read more... )

this song reminds me of someone ( Read more... )

ok ok ok ( Read more... )

i wish every weekend was like this past weekend for so many reasons. saying goodbye today was probably one of the hardest things i've had to do for awhile....

i'll never forget ........ for so many reasons. .....................only getting 3 hours sleep...my body aches....what am i doing up this late?

today was decent ( Read more... )