my guard was down because of hope, lust, laziness ( Read more... )

here i am in the same situation again. i am afraid to step up because i don't want to lose you. secretly hoping you'll volunteer and i won't ever have to draw that line. terrified of having you walk away, like he did. worried that i'll always love you more. tired of never knowing where to step. i love you. is that true? i just don't know anymore. i ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night. it was about love. everyone i care about kept telling me that it was going to be okay and it was all going to work out, but i really didn't believe them. i was worried and stressed. the feel of someone comforting me was there. it was so strong, i didn't know what to do. there is this longing inside me but also this panic ( Read more... )

guys are gross ( Read more... )

this shit sucks. that's about as poetic as I'm feeling right now ( Read more... )