i can smell your expensive cologne on my hands ( Read more... )

i am bad tempered ( Read more... )

i vow never to go searching for co-worker myspace pages again.
no more no more no more.

i have an unhealthy obsession with blotting people that i no longer associate with out of photos that i like.
its not an obsession, but it certain is a habit.

i can't decided whether i like the bangs or not...


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omg its already november!!!

said the girl who has torn out her hair, wrapped it in paper, and tried to smoke it.

What are you? What am I? Intersecting cycles of water, earth, air and fire, that's what I am, that's what you are.
Water - blood, lymph, mucus, sweat, tears, inner oceans tugged by the moon, tides within and tides without. Streaming fluids floating our cells, washing and nourishing through endless riverways of gut and vein and capillary. ( Read more... )

why is it that when we think things will level out they really don't at all? leveling out is code for, the worst is over, now you are just going to sit in it and watch yourself become soiled.

i suppose i could dig myself out of this hole, i suppose i put myself in there in the first place. but i don't know how to. that or i don't want to. i don't ( Read more... )

so i've really tried to be more pleasant, socially and whatnot.
i think i've been doing alright. i'm trying to not be negative, and if i am i try and joke quickly right after it.
i've been laughing a lot more.
i've been smiling a lot more.

i've feel like i'm going to have a panic attack.

=D

haha oh god.

things were going so very well.
and they all turned to disappointment.
i should make friends with him, with disappointment. he seems to be the only one that sticks around.

maggi's schedule for the rest of 2007

work 8AM to 3:30PM
break 3:30PM to 5PM
school 5PM to 7:40PM/9:05PM
homework/home/social life after

and i'm actually excited about all this.

Y.E.S.