I haven't been on here in years. Whats new? Well, for the past 16 months I have lived in Kyle with my boyfriend. Russell and I were really good friends for several years and he would always tell me how much he loved me and wanted to date me especially after he had a few. One day I just decided to give it a shot. If someone could care for me so much ( Read more... )

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC
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Why is it that things never work out the way you want them to? You finally think you are going to be happy and you are not! I just want someone to love me, or someone to love. Life sucks and apparently not just for me, but no it can never be just about me. I need it to be just about me. I feel needy, I feel sad and its making me sick, real sick, ( Read more... )

I'm TIRED! i've been at work since 8am and its almost midnight. urgh!!!

So, I was sooooo stressed out yesterday I forgot to eat! Damn, I guess school is paying off in one way, i'll get skinny, lol! But anyways, so after my mild anxiety attack last night I deciphered out a plan to finally get shit on track. I am getting a pay day loan today to pay all the bills I can for this payday and next payday. Then I am picking up ( Read more... )

So I think I am making myself sick from stress. For the past week I have been sick at least 3 times. I think I am killing myself trying to balance a full time job, full time hours at school, trying to have a personal life and pay all my bills (car, rent.....) So tomorrow is pay day, I am 200+ dollars over drawn, and I have a 267 dollar car payment ( Read more... )

So, if you haven't heard already. The morning of my birthday me and my two best friends, Savannah and Serena were in our first car accident. The night started out a blast. Savannah and Serena took me to 6th street at Midnight the Eve of my B-day. We had lots of fun. Serena only had a few drinks due to she was driving. I got heart burn so we left as ( Read more... )

This is the second time this month that someone has made me cry. What is it with people all of a sudden. Is there no more nice people on this earth.

So after events of this weekend I have decided to quit Drinking and Smoking for a while. No more drunken miss happs for me!!

Well I haven't written in a while so I thought I would let everyone know that its all good. Things are finally lookin up. I just bought my first car, a 2005 Dodge Neon SXT. I am registered to go back to school for the fall. I finally picked a Major a BBA. woo hoo gotta love da math. AND... I am taking my first trip to Mexico on Cinco De Mayo. I am ( Read more... )