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me (11:30:56 PM): hey dodey whats up
ollie (11:31:02 PM): Mmmmm
ollie (11:31:06 PM): Can I talk to you about somthin
me (11:31:12 PM): yeh
ollie (11:31:18 PM): But please don't tell Rena about it, please please please please
me (11:31:29 PM): cross my <3 and hope to die ( Read more... )

You have the right to work, but for work's sake only. You have no right to the fruits of work. Desire for the fruits of work must never be your motive in working. Never give way to laziness, either. Perform each action with your heart fixed on the Supreme Lord. Renounce attachment to the fruits. Be even-tempered in success and failure; for it is ( Read more... )

Orange soda makes me think of drinking vermouth with Annie ( Read more... )

well i am feeling shagged and fagged and fashed

and ready to sleep
(as usual)

and ready to wake up
(which is unusual)

and tomarrow is a new day

and iggy pop(<3) should be elected president

and....


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but much more valid and much more worthwhile

I stayed home from school today. For once I was 100% honest to Mum about why, well, maybe 75% honest. I just told her the general picture of why I've been so depressed. She said that it was a good idea to take a step back and analyze everything. Last night I woke up sobbing and I finaly realized why ( Read more... )

fuck

i just carved 'the blank genoration' into my right hip

mum knows something's up

she talked to me about going on happy pills

i told her there was no way she would get me on those suppressants

those numbing agents

those sedatives

fuck no

Freedom I think they call it
The hippies used to call it that
But I bet there's a better word for it.

-band names-
the gromkiest, the modern millicents, the banda, the effete, the old men, the shoguns, the puppets
-places to go-
big sur, florence, paris, gasglow, chinqua terra
-neccesary objects-
a warm sleeping bag, duffle bag, guitar, hard ( Read more... )

( i had but couldn't keep )