It's been so long since I layed eyes on this lj. I remember when I first opened the account. I also had an account with makeoutclub.com at the time. Strange. I've been down the cape with Seth and his family for about two weeks. It couldn't be more amazing. I've been super calm and happy lately, except for the nervous breakdown I had today ( Read more... )

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i'm feeling really anxious and sciddish right now. i feel like i am going to have a fucking anxiety attack. what the fuck is going on? i just want to fucking go away. i have borderline personality disorder. i just want to cross the border which ever one it is so i can get on with this. this? this! fucking this! THIS. not that. anything ( Read more... )

Saturday night around 7ish pm I was riding my bike with Seth to his place to make my first meal of the entire day. Going down Free St. I was struck by a woman driving a huge ass suv. 911 was called and I was taken to Mercy Hospital where I was for 5 hours I think. I was put on morphine which was not fun at all and had x-rays taken which was the ( Read more... )

So the semester is almost over. I am oooober excited about the two pieces I am making for my wood classes. The print I am making in my Intaglio class is good, but whatever it's something to do in the mean time. Tomorrow my intaglio class is going to Bates College to meet up with a famous printer of local maine and she teaches there currently. ( Read more... )

I hope you read this every chance you get. i hope you know. listening to the same mix over and over again that i made for you, it's not right. every day something has to change on it. the feelings don't stop. change, slow down, speed up, nose dive, climax, never the same. i'm doing what i can to make it right. i promise you. i promise, i ( Read more... )

Intaglio: 2 plates 20 prints of all different variations due next Monday ( Read more... )

it's been a while. soooo much has happened in so little time. my head has been spinning in so many different directions. portland is still great. class are good, still a bit behind, but managing to pull my own weight. Dallas and Krys are up this weekend again. great guys always fun, but i've really only felt like hanging out with seth the ( Read more... )

So I went home last weekend for the hell of it and to see my mom and my brother. The three of us are hanging out all day (wierd) and having a great time (even wierder). My mom tells me later in the day "YOU ARE GOING TO BE A BIG SISTER AGAIN! PLEASE TAKE THIS LIKE AN ADULT!" so my response is..."WHHHHAAAATTT?" The funny thing is, is that I am ( Read more... )

maine. it's alright. i'm in a total ups and downs month. for the record i didn't mean that to be a saves the day ref. it's getting to the point where i have no interest going home now other than to see my family. have you ever had that friend that just wasn't you friend at all? yeah i've got a few of those. i feel so much for comfortable up ( Read more... )