today was  one of the longest days of my life. i'm thankful to be sitting on my bed.
while i spent numerous, bland hours in airports today, I made a list of things i want to do:
1. READ - First, Special Topics in Calamity Physics, then Pilgrim at Tinker Creek, a nice rereading of the Bell Jar, and a couple other books I bought on amazon.
2. Knit. Lots ( Read more... )

 I'm cold
and tired of my own bullshit.

                           
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After a while you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean
leaning and company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up
and your eyes open with the grace of a woman
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