sliding into a state of apathy is probably the easiest thing for me to do. why havent i learned from the past? the easy things always turn out to be the worst, and i'm pretty sure this applies to everything imaginable. im an alcoholic with out the alcoholism.

the fog is lifting and the city is in ruins... but i see survivors and they are signaling for me

self destructive behavior is its own reward

wish i had someone to roof sit and smoke a cigarette with... hell i just wish i had a cigarette

this was one of those days i would like to model the rest of my life after.

i dont have much to say about anything right now. i turn 23 in a few days and i would be lying if i said birthdays still hold any excitement. i'll probably get drunk after work saturday night and then go to work hungover sunday. i guess this isnt even worthy of posting but it would probably be even more of a waste if i were to just erase it.

the best thing to do this saturday!
http://www.honfest.net/

this has been the worst 24 hours i've had in a long time. chock full of dissapointment. whenever i go out of my way to do something for anyone i get shit on, it's not always intentional but it still sucks just as much. if this were a sport i would have just scored a hattrick.

blah blah blah blah blah

i've been without internet for about a week and i really think that i am addicted.... or maybe its just the porn