its all a farse. i give up. i dont know what the fuck to do.

you dont need to bother
i don need to be

well its a good thing my mom is awesome. tonight was almost tragic ( Read more... )

It’s been a while since I’ve seen your face ( Read more... )

catching my breath
is the term i use
when the world gives up on me

stretch out my soul
make it pure

your touch will purge

im tired. not just physically. dammit.

i did a lot of thinkin today. not usually good, but ive been disregarding whats good and bad lately for me. i thought about so much. lookin at the sky, watching the trees go by in the car, squinting to see the fullness of the clear sky with all the stars ive wished upon. its been a long time since i looked at my glass as half empty. i extinguished ( Read more... )

its all or nothing.

well. last night was. and now. i dont know. im going to get help because last night was rediculous and not the kind i like. fuck. you know what my problem is? my life has been a little too easy. the one thing i worked so hard for, i mean really worked for is gone. and i dont know what to do.