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[calm_waters]

i can't sleep.  it has become a recurring thing.  it's getting worse and worse.  i went to bed at two thirty am.  between then and ten minutes ago i woke up at least three times :( 

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[blknwhtfoto]

Lame. What's keeping you up? Maybe it's just because you've quit smoking and your body/mind is stressing out over that? Or because you need someone to snuggle. Can't go wrong with that.

[calm_waters]

yeah. part of it is adjusting to sleeping alone. alone as opposed to two large dogs and a man.

[blknwhtfoto]

yeah. I'm still getting used to that as well. Its funny how we train our kids to have something to snuggle(teddy bears etc) then as we get older it becomes childish etc and once we're adults it is just as natural once we've learned to do it again(I think sleeping with someone else there is definitely a learned thing)

You should get dogs again. I was shooting a 'dock dogs' competition yesterday, all those big dopey dogs just made me miss my dog. Although, I couldn't get Sam to barrel down a 40ft runway and jump in a longjump competition over water for the life of me.

I'm sure you'll work it out soon. Maybe just work in some heavy excercise to tucker yourself out?

[calm_waters]

i've been using a decorative throw pillow to snuggle.

can't have dogs in my apartment. dunno if i'm ready for the commitment a litterbox requires. heh