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God seems to be taking everything away from me, distancing everyone.. and I know it's for a purpose. And 99 percent of me is thinking because he wants me completely focused on him... why not?! I just get so lonely sometimes but I know this is all just an obstacle that will make me stronger.

"Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak mailiciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander." -2 Peter 3:15-16 ( Read more... )

for the CHRISTIANS who have messed up and lead you astray... for the Christians who are supposed to be examples of Jesus, but have done things to hurt you, to trick you, to deceive you. None of us are perfect. I'm sorry to all of you for anything I've done to hurt you, or make you think less of me. I've made more than a lot of bad mistakes in my ( Read more... )

"May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sigh, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer." -Psalm 19:14 ( Read more... )

I love the calm before the storm! I love when you see the dark clouds coming, but they're not close enough to pour on you yet... and the wind's blowing hard, bringing in the sweet smell of rain and you hear that distant thunder... and it barely starts to sprinkle :) so beautiful! And then I am expecting a beautiful, ferocious storm! But no.. it ( Read more... )

I am still at this point in my life where I feel like I'm getting no where. I still feel so lost and alone... with no direction or guidance. But I know that God is at work inside me and in my life. I know that ultimately he is the one who is in control. How comforting is that?! I know that in HIS good time, he will reveal to me what I need to know ( Read more... )

"If we are serious about denying our selfish ambitions and taking up our crosses because we treasure Christ above all else, we can count on two things: encouragement and testing. God will lead us to passages of scripture and godly people to fan the flame in our hearts. Imagine how thrilled he is when you and I say, 'God, I will do anything to ( Read more... )

I feel like CRUD. I am so ready for some changes.

I'm tired of who I have been, who I am, and who I'm becoming.

I'm tired of letting people down.

I have no motivation for anything anymore. I know the little things that I need to do, but I can't get myself started. As far as long term goals or desires... I have none. I have no idea what I want to ( Read more... )

I HATE MAKING DECISIONS!!!

And life is full of them. Eff that shiznit.